Things I'm in love with

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I’m in love with polka dot dresses
I’m in love with beautiful music
I’m utterly in love with this Muriel Barbery's book: 'The Elegance of The Hedghog'
I’m in love with inspirational writing
I’m in love with happy memories that come unbidden… sparkling memories that so agreeably work their way into my brain and never fail to draw a wistful smile across my lips
I’m in love with sunny mornings and the delicious smell of steaming coffee
I’m in love with pink nail polish
I’m in love with the ubiquitous nature of emotions
I’m in love with moments of unadulterated happiness; I’m in love with their consistency and that feeling of generosity that nourishes them…
I’m in love with kind; I’m on love with simple
I’m in love with all those little things that give me strength to welcome each new day with unfailing hope…
…All these things I mull over as I lay in my bed, voices and images I keep playing in my head like a movie or a sweet lullaby that lulls me off to sleep…
I’m in love with love
Love as I intend it!

Worn Me Down

I'm worn down, REALLY...and that's probably all there is to it!

On late "immaturity"

I thought I was a grown-up... I realize I've become a child again!

A child with an over-inflated ego....a starkly immature human being whithout the slightest sense of judgment.

I've lost my points of reference, my mechanisms of selectivity has been distorted...my dualistic sense annihilated: What's good and what's bad, what's right and what's wrong after all?

I need my logic back, I need to look at life through those same discerning eyes I once used to have!

My selection criteria have been turned upside down, and I hate myself for that...I hate myself for having let me be reduced to such a petty and immature creature, just because I let myself be surrounded by immaturity and plunged into mimicry without my even noticing it!

In My Place

Absolutely, unconditionnaly...irrevocably in love with this!


Coldplay - in my place

I'll be your plastic toy, I'll be your plastic toy...

On weheartit

Once again, the world seems to be conspiring against my nervous system and once again I forget that at some points in life, it's better to just let go and stop trying to make sense of everything because human behavior is not governed by some sort of immutable equation...

I know I tend to over-analyze situations, and that I am a bit quick to take the blame looking for the slightest opportunity to take full reponsibility of some of life mishaps, but that's just part of who I am and I've come to realize so far that there's nothing I could do about it...

I might be touchy and overly sensitive at times, I can be impulsive, blunt and whimsical living inside my head quite a lot, forgetting about teachings and preachings and losing track of expectations but I'll keep on growing by my own standards, they're the only ones I put for myself and the only ones I'll mind living up to...and this is no illusion to growing up, I read somewhere that we grow in all directions not just up and I found this rather reassuring!

I've been asking myself this: Beyond intellectual stimulation and mutual bewilderment, what is there to blame onself for? (kind of twisted I know!)

PS: This is my 100th post, I know I should've made it somewhat different than the others but this is all I can come up with for the time being. Happy 100th post dear blog!

Sometimes...

Like everytime I see a movie and fall in love with the soundtrack, here's a song I've been absolutely waiting to put on here ever since I heard it, plus I found a video of the song with scenes that capture the essence of the movie, it's more like a sumary of it with the music in the background making the story flow on so beautifully.

My Bloody Valentine-Sometimes ( A little bit noisy but incontestably melodious :))