School starts on wednesday and God I HATE that! I really do hateTHAT!!...It actually caught me by surprise.
Why do they have to start it all so early this year?...I still have books on my reading list that I haven't started yet, I still want to sleep after dawn to watch the sunrise but I mostly still need to accustom myself to my 'hair-nakedness' and embrace it. I've got no desire to show up at school without me having grasped my new reality, so that I can make it known to others and put up with any possible "harsh comments". That said, I don't think people are as nosy and intrusive as to dare making any...who gives a damn after all? and who in the world is immuned against sins and mistakes? I have an acute full knowledge of the sinful character of my deed but I'd hate having to undergo critism from peple who are in absolutely no position to lecture me on something that God and God ONLY can judge me for!
