"She doesn't speak...so much that I thought she might have trouble with the staff members

 This post is rage-induced utter nonsense

why can't people just leave you in peace!
They ask you to sociabilize when you least feel like it
...well I've got nothing to say, nothing to ask
Mute is my by default setting
So F*** OFF!!!
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Earlier this day (on my diary):
- Faire le tour des bureaux le matin pour saluer les gens est à mes yeux un supplice plus insoutenable que les douze travaux d'Hercule réunis; mais je le fais comme même...convenance sociale (hypocrito-sociale) exige!
-  Ce nouveau recrue auquel je tends la main pour le saluer et qui me tend le bout de ses doigts en contrepartie comme si j'étais atteinte d'une maladie manuellement transmissible.
- Le monsieur derrière moi incarnant la joie de vivre, d'une gaieté rare frôlant la naïveté. Souriant, bavard et multi-relationnel me fait sentir socialement anxieuse!

Irony

Today I cried, something I never thought I would do
Though it makes me happy to know, that I'm not a sadist like you

After all this time

 on flickr

Please understand that I'm not that "mean-spirited"
I'm just being realistic because this is what I've always known myself to be
This is probably by far my most cherished virtue
the only trait of my personality I'd always take pride on
and I just can't let go of it
not for anything
not for anyone
and obvisously not for now
...and for now I'm craving a new book